had lunch with
love just now at amk s11.
love is stress about his work while im feeling both upset and mad at the same time.
p.s:
had been visiting this salon where my aunties and cousins often go ever since a year plus ago. i brought
love there too. i always thought that the lady boss and the other 2 staff was nice, that's why i continue to patron her salon although sometimes her cut and wash was rush and not thorough. they talked to me and knew my age from the start and
love was introduced as my boyfriend.
however this morning, my mum told me something ridiculous like some aunty there asked her if i was pregnant because that guy i brought looked so old. hello, i know i'm fat, but i'm definately not pregnant la. is my tummy THAT big? is it wrong to be fat? i brought
love there like at least 3 times. have my tummy grew SO much bigger over time that i look like im pregnant? ridiculous! then my mum told that whichever aunty that im just 20, the aunty was shocked. shocked? why shocked? my mum also told me that some aunty there told her that
love's temper is very bad! NEVER ONCE did
love scold me or blow off at me or whatsoever in the salon, i can swear for that! how did the aunty deduce it? based on what?
im not convinced at all that my mum actually went to the salon. my mum should be telling me a lie, and simply because she dont want me to confront that person and be crazily mad at the whoever person. i believe that
someone else had visited the salon and got to know that i brought
love there. and that
someone must have grabbed the chance to badmouth me to my mum after knowing it.
i'm damn sure that my temper or attitude is far worst then
love's.
love's the one who always give in to me although i'm always the unreasonable one! so what if
love's much older then me? does it even matter if i'm happy? i'm the one with him what. i'm old enough to know what i want. i'm ready to act responsibility for what's going to happen in the future, if any. im not that stupid, i know how to differentiate whether i am happy with him or not.
i'm SO SO sick and tired of explaining myself umpteen times and convincing others and even my parents that
love isnt bad. even if i do, people will still make their own fucking assumptions. for those who listen, thank you, i'll prove it to you. for those who still want to insist on their assumptions, go ahead. and for those hypocrites including that
someone two-faced snake out there who's adding oil to the fire, i know who you are, enough of acting like you care in front of me, telling me age isnt a problem, why do your parents diapprove, bla bla bla then badmouthing
love as and when there's a chance and disapproving me being with someone that's old behind my back. you
wont bring me down! i don't live to please the world.
I LOVE GARRY QUEK SWEE PENG, AND IM HAPPY WITH HIM!
believe i've said my piece, remember, the world goes round.
